Unraveled

I have let people unravel me before
pick and pull at my threads
like bored children with a frayed sweater
I try not to let anyone get too close anymore
They can’t pull my threads and rip my stitching
if they can’t reach me
They can say hello,
but I stay out of arm’s reach
as best I can
Lest their careless hands rip me apart again
It’s quite the labor to patch myself up
I am safe if they can’t reach me
They can’t pull my threads or rip my stitching
They can’t hold me close
or patch me back together either
I don’t want to be unraveled again

Alex Yamada

Alex Yamada is a gay man who has experimented with several mediums including painting and photography before settling into writing. He writes mainly poetry, short stories, and more recently, screenwriting.

Alex began writing in high school. After years of bullying in middle school, he found releasing his anger and sadness in poetry to be cathartic, while the teachers often found it concerning, earning his mom a few phone calls. It wasn't until community college in a film studies class that he realized that writing for TV and movies is also a profession. So he started his journey of teaching himself screenwriting, with Microsoft Word no less.

He tends to write on the darker side of humanity; pain, sadness, the demons people wrestle with. These are feelings he grew up with and is comfortable exploring, but he's capable of gallows humor, and a sort of sarcastic wit at times as well. While not everyone appreciates a morbid humor, he knows he's not everyone's cup of tea.

When he does dip back into photography, Alex mainly photographs nature and manipulates the photos into something more whimsical.

Alex has been featured in his community college literary magazine, MSJC's Flight, and at UCR's own Mosaic magazine. His first screenplay Echoes was about a psychic homicide detective. While that's been through a few drafts and incarnations, it is currently shelved, but maybe someday will be revised again, and maybe even make it to a studio for a pitch meeting.

Alex is currently part of an indie short film group that mainly focuses on science fiction. While a bit outside of his usual scope of writing, it's not entirely alien to him. He is currently working on the second draft of a sci-fi romcom (despite having very little experience writing romance or comedy), and could possibly lead to his first film credit!

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